I Wish I Could

Today, i saw you.

Accidentally

di Tanjakan Cinta, di Kampus Unpad

Me : I walked with my friend home after class

I saw that red car, and someone walk in wearing that shirt, glasses, and baggy jeans your fav. I tried to convince myself that it was not you. BUT IT'S YOU...

after a few months.

you look all the same, your style, your smile. i just can't forget that easily

but you with another girl, and she's pretty, and i don't know who is she.

It's just that I do not believe, it is easy to fall in love within 7 days, and to forget all the memories of a month with him requires a very long time even until 7 months later. I still can not erase the memories just a little with him. 

I was desperately trying to move all the memories of this man from the amygdala to the hippocampus in my brain. Changing emotional memories become conscious of visual memories. So that every time I remember I just remember it as an information.

I instantly remembered of Jim Carrey's movie Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind and then I hope there is a clinic as in this film that can undergo erasing memory or "lacunar amnesia" in order to stand in front of you, like Clementine that can stand in front of Joel and look at him with a blank look as if he would say "I already forgot how I used to feel about you".