Sometimes i don’t know what kind
of person i am. Sometimes i really don’t know what am i doing? What am i looking
for? Actually i don’t wanna hurt you, but i don’t wanna hurt my parents.
Especially my mom.
At first i already said to you that my mom will never allowed me to have a relationship with different relligion. And i know that. But the situation is totally different. I wanna reject you from the first time because my mom. And i feel sorry to my mom that time because i break my mom’s rules.
And now you become a part of my exhausting daily life. At first i didn’t think it becoming like this. First, you came to my lonely and desperate life. I’m just a lonely girl who always study like a nerd to get a good score at school. My mom push me to get it since i’m in elementary school. I rarely hang out with my friends, i never allowed to go outside at nigth. So i’m just a nerdy girl who spent my weekend wathching Sunday program on TV and lying on my couch, and i love spent my life at HOME. Home feels like heaven for me, i feel save at home.
But you came, just like a thunder with silver lightning. Kind a shock for me, soooo suddenly! And so suddenly you make my day brighter, you make me laugh, you make me forgot about studying, i love spending time to chat with you, and i’m not lonely anymore. You ask me to have breakfast, lunch and dinner together. I know you just several times before but it feels like i know you for a long time. I share many things about my hobby, my habbit, and many things. I didn’t know why, it’s really nice to talk with you.
But actually we have an opposite personality, We expect different things, face different side, and dream different dream. You like to go out and play and i like to stay at home and study, you brave and i’m a cowward, youre mature and i’m not, we’re totally different.
After all the time we spent i really thankful that you give me a beautiful day, you show me a fireworks on new years eve, maybe without you i’ll spent my new year at my room with BOOK! But you ask me out. I feel glad :) After we become a couple maybe i’m more comfortable with you, i always hit you, slap your face, and i feel sorry rigth now. Yea maybe i’m too childish, i always make you angry, make you wait, i always sleep first, and i always say that i wanna go home when i’m with you. I’m so sorry :”( After i know you i realize that i’m not a little girl anymore, i already grow up, i’m a big girl, i’m not a spoiled girl anymore. I should act like an adult.
At first i already said to you that my mom will never allowed me to have a relationship with different relligion. And i know that. But the situation is totally different. I wanna reject you from the first time because my mom. And i feel sorry to my mom that time because i break my mom’s rules.
And now you become a part of my exhausting daily life. At first i didn’t think it becoming like this. First, you came to my lonely and desperate life. I’m just a lonely girl who always study like a nerd to get a good score at school. My mom push me to get it since i’m in elementary school. I rarely hang out with my friends, i never allowed to go outside at nigth. So i’m just a nerdy girl who spent my weekend wathching Sunday program on TV and lying on my couch, and i love spent my life at HOME. Home feels like heaven for me, i feel save at home.
But you came, just like a thunder with silver lightning. Kind a shock for me, soooo suddenly! And so suddenly you make my day brighter, you make me laugh, you make me forgot about studying, i love spending time to chat with you, and i’m not lonely anymore. You ask me to have breakfast, lunch and dinner together. I know you just several times before but it feels like i know you for a long time. I share many things about my hobby, my habbit, and many things. I didn’t know why, it’s really nice to talk with you.
But actually we have an opposite personality, We expect different things, face different side, and dream different dream. You like to go out and play and i like to stay at home and study, you brave and i’m a cowward, youre mature and i’m not, we’re totally different.
After all the time we spent i really thankful that you give me a beautiful day, you show me a fireworks on new years eve, maybe without you i’ll spent my new year at my room with BOOK! But you ask me out. I feel glad :) After we become a couple maybe i’m more comfortable with you, i always hit you, slap your face, and i feel sorry rigth now. Yea maybe i’m too childish, i always make you angry, make you wait, i always sleep first, and i always say that i wanna go home when i’m with you. I’m so sorry :”( After i know you i realize that i’m not a little girl anymore, i already grow up, i’m a big girl, i’m not a spoiled girl anymore. I should act like an adult.
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