Life

Once, we tried to be pair too... 

But one day, we started to change... 

Becoming different people... 

Why was it so hard to admit it? everyone is different that's why the world. The way of growing up. The age of 18, we were growing up and therefore changing from each other. At the same time we had to confront other growing pain, that of accepting others. 

Summer of 2012 we had started puberty a long time ago, we had definitely change, and i want to confirm something. I wanted to know what this was? Was it shyness at seeing each other's changing appearance? Or the excitment of my friend becoming my first love in Collage-life? The law of maturity. A boy becomes a man, and girl becomes woman but if he becomes a man while she still becoming a woman the problem lies in that time gap. 

It was name "D-Day" the first D-day of my life September 20, 2012. 

Bumping into each other on the street, grabbing the same book at the library, someone running under my umbrella, i thought falling in love would be special. But it was nothing like i imagined. This is how i fell in love. Summer 2012 my first love in Collage-life suddenly began. 

The age 18, we fall in love so easily. And worry to much about little things. The age 18 the adults usually say at our age we laugh at the simplest things but at that time, we were serious it was intense and harder than other adults. in 2012 when we're 18, things were like this. 

Being a teenager is a stormy period because we don't know any answers. We don't know what we really want, who really loves us. Who we really love. We struggle to find the answer. And finally, when we miraculously find the answer. We've already become adults and undergo big and small goodbyes. That Summer, the world was full of separatrion and goodbyes. The world didn't come an end, but for me the end of the world would have been better fate. 

I know it when you start to like someone you can't stop looking at him. There's no gain without effort you can't get if you stand still. 

Then why? Why you like him? Because He’s handsome... The reason i like you, because it’s you. Just you, that’s the only reason. I wish i knew then i can figure out how to stop liking you. If i can avoid it, i only want one thing. To stay a friend who doesn’t change. For heartache, for love.

 Liking someone isn’t a choice. It comes from your heart. Sometimes you don’t notice when someone likes you. No matter how much you struggle, there’s no answer. If you like him already, there’s nothing to decide. Don’t regret it, don’t blame yourself. Just do what your heart say.

 Life comes attacks you when you least expect it. It might be sadness or extreme fear. At that moment we can do is accept reality and admit we lost we don't know how life will turn out. There is no way we can avoid it we just have to face it and get hurt once in a while but life sometimes thrills us with unexpected events and give us happiness when we overcome hardship. 

The day i've fear and avoided the day i've been waiting for. Our d-day had begun. 

People believe that they are born with an invisible red string tied around their little finger the string is tied to a person they're destined to be with. However it's hard finding out who is waiting at the end. The string is as tangled as the number of people tied together. As we untangle it, we get to see our fate. If the red string of fate really exists, where will mine end? 

Relationship have levels, Mine with Him was one of the easiest. A Relationship that was easy to explain and easy to maintain. A casual relationship between friends. But that day i realize something. Ours could become one of the harest. The hardest relationship between a man and a woman. 

Man and women expect different things, face different side, and dream different dream. The relationship between a man and women is of ever-lasting love and fighting. They get upset and console. They fight and make up. They hurt and they embrace. A relationship as complicated as manic depressive disorder. But the hardest part is... it can't start if the timing is wrong. A relationship that is too complicated and too sensitive. There is one relationship that's as difficult yet unavoidable.

A relationship that's tedious but inevitable, a relationship that last your entire life, that's family  

The only advantage of the most complicated relationship on earth, that between a man and woman. Is that any situation can be reserved with one world? Back Together!